Kay, it starts off with the fact that I'm sick, sadly.
Then it moves on to how these past 2 days have affected me majorly!! <-- (not a word but we can make it happen.)
I've realized how much my friends really mean to me, whether I've spoken to them or not, I've realized that compared to how I was I'm much more happier. I didn't need the help of a "lover" or a "boyfriend" or a "hubby" but I made this happen by myself, I find it really amazing what has happened. In the past I always complained on how I wanted a boyfriend or how much I need one to hold me and to console me; turns out that I could've done it by myself all along, I didn't need anyone's help and I'm very amazed about this. It just happened out of nowhere, you know?
Has it ever happened to you?
This is one of the days that have had a major impact on my life since 12/23/05. For those of you who don't know I lost my father that day and I miss him very much still.

Then, it goes to the point where there's a hot guy in my school lmfao (not identifying whether it's a student or a teacher, fact is that he's there.) Now, don't get me wrong, I don't want him, I want to remain single, due to the fact that I'm very scared of commitment.
I just think he's hot lmfao. I'm thinking about writing my e-mail on paper and putting it in his bag lmfao, I can only imagine his expression. Lol. But no, I don't think I'll do that, it's a possibility though.

Then it drifts to where I want to get a job, I want to buy my art supplies so bad, and I don't want my mom to buy it for me!


God, I type "lmfao" so much you guys are going to think I'm like loose in the butt or something ><; NO PLEASE DON'T lmfao.

Yes I'm weird I get that a lot, but I rather be weird than boring y'know what I'm saying?
And I'll end this with a thank you for reading and caring about how I feel, ANNNNDD with hugs and kisses!!


HAPPY HAPPY.
(when I'm sad I'm going to look at this and say to myself, "God I'm gay." lawl.